It's like this...

[dwim]

Sometimes, I have a hard time deciding if I want you or not. How do I make such a decision not knowing if you'll treat me nice or not? Down the long road, you could decide that I'm not worth knowing and that I'm merely just a waste of your time. How about my time? Am I worth knowing at all? Fuck this. I'm not even going to try at all.

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I walk among you. I listen to your conversations full of meaningless words until I got lost in the words filling up the already stunk up air to linger. It fills up my mind for use in a later time. In the early mornings while you sleep, I smoke my cigarettes thinking about what you've said and how I would reply if I wanted to. Then, I realize that it was much better to keep my mouth shut. No more thinking, more doing. Actions make the world go around. The constant business makes time go by faster until the very end at the end. I sit in solitude and I listen, taking it all in. Your useless phrases, babble, and bragging. I take it all in until it sounds like you're screaming. You scream for help. I can't help you. You've been sucked into this society that praises stupidity so you conform to the culture and now you ended up like them: stupid.

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I wished there's a button somewhere in the city that I can push and it would bring down the entire city. Bye Bye bars - no more high priced clothes showoffs. Bye aspartment buildings - no more whining landlord and no more tenants not paying the rent. Bye cars and streets - no more congestion and pollution. Bye police - there'd be no need for pigs anymore. Bye strip malls - bringing back the forest that the contractors had ruined. Bye WalMart, Meijer's, Cubs, Krogers's, and all the other nationwide and region wide knowns- who fucking cares? I don't need you and you don't want me - it'll just be me - alone.

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I try to be humble but this guy threw my greatness in my face! I'm trying to deny my greatness!

[Miral]

dwim, you are so real

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~Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find that it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible.~ T.E.Lawrence
~These posts are for entertainment purposes only. Thank you.~ by D.A.N.
~Murder one I didn't know what I did
I figured it out by murder two
Murder three I stopped feeling ashamed
This is me I'm going for you~ by: dwim

[Branflakes]

That first one really struck a chord. wow.

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Branflakes, the ninja lesbian milk getter.
The one called "brain" and "brainflakes" and....
Officially declared "cute".
"One thing I've never been is straight, dear girl." Katchoo, SiP
I'm tired of the silent majority. Silence equals death.

Chatter Box

[Chilimuffin]

the narrator is one of the best representations of too many people I've known that I've seen in a long time. I wonder if people have always been this angry, and this isolated? (as we all communicate by computer.... heh). The weird bit is that you've made him an almost sympathetic character. I'm impressed.

[dwim]

I was reading Henry Rollins "Solipsist" and I thought I'd give it a try. It's a good exercise as I can just try and get my rage out in a very healthy way. Also, the book was pretty interesting to read. I especially liked the part where he wrote about a spaceship with Jimi Hendrix and some other signer coming down and Henry would say "What took you guys so long?" then get in and leave the world. Thank you for your comments on this piece. Keep in mind I kept out the really heavy ones...

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I try to be humble but this guy threw my greatness in my face! I'm trying to deny my greatness!

[This message has been edited by dwim (edited August 13, 2000).]